Do i really Love you?
Yes! With all my heart...
this heart of mine reflects who i am,
it shows my entire soul,
it has a unique beat,
and it beats only for you...
I don't have anything,
Time is all that i can give you
my time is my life
and whenever i give it to you
i am making a sacrifice
Cause I'm giving you a portion of life
that i can never get back...
Are you the best one for me?
Yes... No... Maybe... Dunno...
you may not be the best one for me,
but you're the most important person in my life...
And it's not how much i love you that counts,
it's how happy you are,
while i was there loving you...
Those simple words
Words that i can only whisper in my dreams
Cause you're gone now,
in a place where several angels gather
you're so far away from me...
My love,
If only i can be with you there...
If my tears can show you to me,
I'm willing to cry a million tears
but I've been crying for a very long time...
And this scar in my heart is a reminder
that our love was real...
An ordinary love that I'll always remember...
The art of letting go is so hard for me to start
and the step to moving on is so difficult for me to take
Guess it's because of this simple reason...
My love,
I've never been so lost as I am now
without you...
Loving you is what my life's all about...
I've been preparing myself all my life for you...
And now I'm just so afraid...
I'm afraid to be alone....
If i ever see you in my dreams tonight
I'm gonna ask you to save me... heal me...
and help me string all events in my life into place,
cause i merely want this to end...
and put this heartache to rest...
Eternally...
"..the worst thing of being attached to someone is that when they leave you...you feel lost.."
Friday, February 10, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
one last time..
Remember when i asked you,
"When is this supposed to last?"
you said, "Forever"...
I believed you then...
I still believe you now.
I have given you my heart
My scared and broken heart.
It is yours to keep.
Coz I have fallen hopelessly and undeniably inlove with you.
"I am alive, To love you!"
Thought our love is strong to stand the test of time.
But as days goes by
- together with the rainbow-colored sky -
slowly, it's now fading away...
I'm no longer welcome in your presence.
I'm afraid to stare at you now,
coz i don't want you to see me
holding back my tears...
I can't even dare to speak a word,
coz you might hear the hurt in my voice.
I cannot express how i truly feel
in fear of tears that fall so easily.
But as long as you're still here with me,
This heart of mine will never let go.
I want you to know what truly love is.
A genuine love...
Bear no pain...
Feel no hurt...
and with love,
I want you to be the best person you can be...
Even without me...
I knew i would love you
right from the very start.
But i just didn't know
I could love anybody this much.
With all my heart and soul,
I'm so willing to sacrifice myself...
- surrender my own happiness -
just to see you happy.
One Last Time...
I'm so willing to sacrifice myself...
- surrender my own happiness -
just to see you happy.
One Last Time...
neh."
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