FUNNY .!!!!! :D hahahah..!!!

if only all the sad thoughts can leave me alone..

 “People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can come together.”

“If you can’t forgive and forget, pick one.”

“Thou jealousy, magnify all that’s trivial.”

I hate that thing that happens right before you sleep.

Every mistake you’ve ever made, every word you wish you never said…

Moment that you cry rushes through your head.

..and all you can do about it is to cringe and pretend it all never happened.

This I Promise you….

It was Sunday afternoon, Loi was sitting on the park.. just to relax.. thinking what is happening to her life ..She cant figured it, nor any expert painter can paint , she smiled thinking.. anyway, she just thought of ..” all is fair in love..” Well this should be…but for her, it isn’t, she had given all the love she knows here on earth , yet she was betrayed by her boyfriend..she just shrug her shoulder thinking how stupid she is loving this man who deserves no love from anyone….

On the other side of the park. Eman was there waiting for his girlfriend for about half an hour ..it is actually their date to plan their marriage. He is already tense knowing this is the first time his girlfriend was late..” what must be the reason” he thought….He walks around, just walk, without any focus…Then suddenly “ OUCH” a woman said…” hey, what do you think you are doing?, do you own this park? “ It was Eloi…walking to leave the park…Eman stepped on her foot. Making Eloi too angry ‘coz her foot was severely aching…She thought…my God..my little toes was dead…Eman on the other hand was mesmerized by Eloi’s beautiful face, he cant speak…until Eloi told him..” hey Mr. can you pls. accompany me to a doctor, to let my little toe treated..Its aching and bleeding”.” Oh God..I am so sorry…my deepest apology..” Eman told Eloi…” Common, get in my car, I’ll bring you to the nearest hospital…” hello Mr. whatever your name is..How can I get in your car? Cant you see? I cant walk”…Ohhhhh..Eman;sighing..my God..your toe was severely damaged..It was my fault..I will carry you to my car..Hold on tight…...”

Eloi was treated, but the nail needs to be removed. She just cried…What a day..she thought of…I am just sitting to relax..and now my nail will be removed…Its unfair…Life is too cruel…” Eman ,on the other hand, told the doctor he will take care of all expenses…While the operation is on going.. Eman realized..” my God..I am waiting for my girlfriend..at the park..what will I do? He just recognize he has a cellphone..how stupid he was..he told himself..” he made a call..but the number was out of reached..for 5x he made a call, just the same he cant contact his girlfriend…What must be happening,,he thought..” He cant leave Eloi in this situation to check what happened to his girlfriend…” what a day”..what seems to be reason…” Eman was caught saying….

The operation was finished. Eloi can now go home..The doctor just told Eman to take good care of his girlfriend. Eloi eyes widely opened , told the doctor,” I am not his girlfriend..” he just stepped on my foot. “ Any way the doctor told them.. Eloi needs rest for 1 week, to let the toe completely healed, and the necessity of talking the medicines…

Then suddenly the Eman’s phone rang….It was his girlfriend apologizing. She was not able to come due to very personal reason she cant discuss on the phone.. she just instructed Eman to make a visit as soon as he can…

Eman brought Eloi home…apologized about the incident..Eloi was so kind telling him “ its okay.. nobody wants this” Eman asked..” are you alone living here” Eloi replied..” yes..my parents resides now at US” ..and she will soon be there…just finishing her personal things..Eman…” ohh..by the way..I am Eman..Eman Lim ..and you are” ..
Eloi..Eloi Tiu..”replied Eloi…” Again my apology…” Eman told Eloi…” who will be with you now..” I am worried,,,nobody will be with you and your toe is still aching…Can I accompany you even just tonight only” Eman was sincere in offering self…. “ well thanks& I need somebody really to help me” Eloi told him…

“Where s your kitchen, need to prepare something for us..” from Eman…” you know how to cook” from Eloi…”yes..though not an expert yet..but I assure you..you can eat it..” Eman was saying…” just walk straight ahead..look what you can cook at the fridge.” From Eloi…

While waiting Eloi played her favorite music…This I promise you…Eman peep in…” wow, my favorite music..” can you pls increase the volume..i would like to hear…thanks”

They ate happily.. talked for few minutes then went to bed…

“ Good morning..hows your sleep” asked Eman while he prepares breakfast…”Wow..what a smell…Goodmorning too..good sleep I have…” Eloi replied..
“ will you not go to work today” I might be spoiling your day..” “ I have already called my secretary…will report tomorrow”..from Eman..” how about you? Eloi..” I will just call the US embassy to follow up my Visa..nothing so important today…Thank you so much.”

They just talked for the whole day..seems they enjoyed the day being together…
Eman to Eloi..” can I get your number pls…” I will miss you for sure..you’re such a wonderful woman..” Eloi to Eman…” sure…and again thank you so much…bye and godbless…take care too…”

Weeks had passed..Eloi was so busy processing her papers bound to USA..Eman preparing his wedding day…Seems they forgot each other…

Eman..oneday called Eloi..” hey..Eman here..just inviting you to my wedding on Sunday “ Eloi..”ohhh sorry I cant..that is my departure for US..anyway Goodluck and Godbless … see you again sometime if God will allow us..Bye”

Years have passed…

Eloi comes home to visit her aunt and for some needed vacation…” wow..look at the Philippines now..more beautiful…more established after 10 years…I will surely enjoy my vacation though just a few months” walking toward the carport where her aunt was waiting…” Blag…” OUCH…my god..how sloopy I am…”I am sorry” from the voice that is so familiar to her…” Eman???” Eloi??? “ oh god..it is you…Eman to Eloi…again what an accident” They stared each other..then they embraced tight…”How I missed you” Eman to Eloi…Eloi to Eman..” how s your wife..kids..family?...I am still single…she didn’t arrived on our wedding day..” God..why? what happened”
“I didn’t dare to ask her..I went to US…worked there ..then I just came home..to visit my parents…” from Eman…and “ you” hows your family? Your husband..your kids”
Eloi.smiled..”I too don’t have.” Really? What a coincident…this is not an accident anymore…Can I make a visit today pls?same house location? Eman was saying…”yes…sure I will wait..”

It was the happiest day of their life…they got married then went back to US. They are so surprised that they are neighbors there..wish they have seen each other..but they have promised to be together forever for the rest of their lives…The same favorite song that played so much in their lives….

LOVE.love.LOVE.love.LOVE. ^____^

-neh"

"When The Last Teardrop Falls"

It's so hard to lose the one you love...
to finally have to say goodbye
you try to be strong but the pain keeps holding on...
and all that you can do is CRY.."
deep within my heart I know it's time to move on...
...when the fairy tale that you once knew is gone.

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holding on... to all of our memories
and all of what used to be.
I will stand tall
and know that you're here with me in my heart.

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on...

but my destination still unknown...

will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?

when I was meant to walk these streets alone...

if I have just one wish I could be granted here tonight,
It would be to have you right back by my side...


Now it's time for me to find my happiness again...
And the emptiness from missing you
will never ever end.

-neh."

pangako.. .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiidbIww9KI

_sometimes, things went better if you'll just let them go..'

you need to accept the fact that even you want them to stay.. 

they just can’t., coz they're not meant to be in your life.. 

things will go on the right time at the right place..' if not now,, just wait and you will see.,. 

Life has its own wonderful way of makin' things better.. if pain starts to go down, then just be strong to let go..,everything happen for its own reason.,_

I have wrote all of these while knowing that this will worth nothing to you., things wouldn’t change by this stupid writings I have made., but still, all of these are for you.., your name is behind every word I have wrote in this., each of its letters spells your memory out..,

Now,, I’m here, finding out words to say goodbye., unlocking those memories that was once gave me a smile., I know I can let you go., I can still find a right person who will care for me the way I have loved you., someday I can proudly say to the whole world that I am now OVER YOU.,

time will come., and I’ll finish pickin up this broken pieces of my heart that you have left inside me..' tears will no longer fall from my eyes.,, I know I made a right decision., to GIVE YOU UP.. Promise me,, you'll love her with all of your heart., make her smile,, like the way you did to me.,

I will now walk on a different path., but if someday our roads meet again., you'll see a better me., you'll see a smile glowing in my face., thank you for making me happy even just for a while., I promise I’ll be happy,,I’ll be ok..I will smile AT THE RIGHT TIME..,'

Thank you.!                 

-neh”

: "august 3,2010"

nung simulan ko gawin
ang isang napakaspecial na regalo na ito... .

hindi ko alam kung bakit.??

basta ang alam ko... .

ginawa ko ito para sa kanya.. .

isang simpleng regalo..

para sa napaka-special na tao sa puso ko.. .

"everyday I LOVE YOU"

ito ang tawag ko sa regalong ito
secret na muna kung bakit. =)

surprise gift ko ito sa kanya,

ibibigay ko sana ito sa panahon na mapuno ko na ito...

hmmm..... . .. .

after graduation puno na sana toh.. .

kaya lang...

"november 2,2010
hindi ko inaasahan na bigla niya

akong iiwan...
sabi nya.. ."para sa ikabubuti natin dalawa"
"babalik ako.. .sa tamang panahon.."
hindi ko maintindihan kung anu ibig nya sabihin.
kasi iba yung sinabi nya sa ikinikilos nya.. .


malungkot.. , siyempre sobrang sakit..

hindi man lang ako nabigyan ng pagkakataon

para maibigay ito sa kanya...
o kahit maipakita man lang at
masabing....
"joh, ginawa ko ito para sayo"

pero...
kahit ganun.,

hindi ako nawalan ng pag-asa...

ipinagpatuloy ko pa rin ang paggawa nito...

kasi...

sabi ko sa sarili ko.,

"babalik siya"

naghintay ako.. .

isang oras...

dalawang araw.. .

tatlong linggo an nakaraan...

ngunit.... .
wala pa rin siya,..

at ang pinakamasakit...
nalaman ko na

nakahanap na siya ng iba...

pero, hindi pa rin ako nawalan ng pag-asa...
pinaniwala ko pa rin sarili ko a babalik siya,

pinagpatuloy ko pa rin an pag-gawa ng gift na toh..
para kasi ito sa kanya ee..,

isang minuto...

dalawang oras...

tatlong araw..

apat na linggo na nakalipas...

hanggang sa napagod na din ako maghintay,
lahat ng pag-asa na meron ako
lahat iyon ay binitawan ko na..

bakit pa.??
kung alam ko naman sa sarili ko na.. .
masaya na siya sa piling ng iba
at wala ng dahilan para umasa pa...

hindi ko na ipinagpatuloy an regalo na ito... .

para san pa ba.??
e, kahit anu naman gawin ko,
talagang wala na... .

mas mabuti pang hindi ko na tapusin toh...

sayang lang talaga kasi...

wala na kong chance para maibigay

ito sa kanya.. .

oO' espesyal para sakin ito..

pero sa taong pagbibigyan ko...

isa itong walang kwenta at isang basura... .

~neh~