for you.. .

why is it hard to forget someone that you've lost
and no matter what I do and say I still can't bring him back.. .
i still love him.. . but it's more better to let him go.. .
because my life would be more wonderful and happier without him in my life.. .

.. .you'.,yes.! you..,would you please take care of him.. .
i know he would be safe with you.. .coz you love him.. .
thank you so much.. .

both of you bring me in better world.. .

again, thank you and God bless.. .

hope the relationships and promises you have should last forever.. . =))


imperfect",)

=( x( :((

I hope I could make you stayed a little longer.. .

I wish I had known this feeling before..

So I could’ve been stronger for now..

And this hurt I feel right now would be so far away.. .

All those memories we’ve shared tell me that I should’ve make you stay..

“We’ll make it last forever” these words you always said before.. .

But where those words now.?? Those promises and dreams.. .

Maybe I can’t make you back again..

Now, I know that sometimes promises just fade away.. .

I need you here beside me, it’s just no good to feel this way..

Now, that you’re gone.. .

I always wish you never had to go.. .

This pain I feel inside me just goes on and on

I need you now and I still never should have let you go…

x(

:neh."

December 17, 2010.."

I HATE LOVE.!!.. Ask anyone who had her broken heart that to love is causing so much pain… Too much love can be lethal… call me crazy, but I tell you.., I’d rather cry because I’m alone than because the person I love most that can’t love me back….
I hate guys that tells me that they love me…yet they never really know who really I am., and they were never really there to make me feel it…those who promise me to stay here with me…co’z they are the ones who actually find it easy to let go…
After loving a man who makes me cry and broke my heart…I still need to be strong… ganyan talaga ang buhay….pamali mali ng desisyon.. “Life is full of trials and errors.” …and I don’t want to make error again…. I’m afraid to hurt again.. single na lang kaya ako forever.! ^_^ co’z you know what’s good being single? No one makes you cry… I’m right di ba.? And being single is a lot wiser than being in wrong relationship…no attachment… no commitment… en no pain…. Tsaka 19 years naman ako hindi nagka-boyfriend e., 1 month lang naman kame…at mas masaya pa rin maging malaya sa ngayon… “there’s a right man for me…siguro., hindi lang talaga si JM un…”
Sabi nga ni Arcel.. “we can’t always keep someone to ourselves forever… sometimes you have to let go… yet, we have to remain standing.!” Kaya dapat… . fight! Fight! Fight! Whatever happens stay happy and enjoy what life brings…

: to all girls who had her broken heart….
Be careful ha.? Just sooner or later…. There will be someone you can call mine… TRUE LOVE CAN WAIT.. …and remember.” Hindi hinahanap si Mr. Right… . dumadating sya when the time is right…
That’s the cycle of loving… you’ll eventually learn to love again in time… so ask… listen… and let go… .

-neh .^_^.

Dearest Joh.,

         For all the times I remember you I always promise to myself that I could forget you…. All things about you… I thought the past could no longer haunt me nor hurt me….. but it was wrong… . co’z the past is still a part of life itself….. . and you are so much a part of me….

        That in my task, I could not help myself but think of you….. I can always sense your presence and longed for everywhere I go… and I have realized that I can’t forget you ….. I always pretend that I’m ok.., and I don’t care for you.. I don’t want to see you.. but in reality.. I MISS YOU…all things about you. Your kindness…your sweetness… I miss your smile… I miss your voice… I miss the way you care …. I miss your love… yes, I miss you… now and forever….

       I know it’s wrong to say that… I want you to stay here with me…co’z I know, you really love her … and I have no choice…

                …but to forget you … all about YOU!!! Though it hurts me more and hard to do .. I’ll try just for your happiness and for her too…

I have to let go… I have to give up… co’z for sure there’s someone out there who will love me… even more….

Sweet goodbye.. =’)

I’ll do this to prove how much I love you..

-neh”

"I don't want to be the princess.. I just need one pers0n.. Someone who will l0ve me and only think of me.. Someone who'll die with me when I die.. Someone who'll bec0me sad with me when I'm sad.. Someone who'll cry with me and laugh 0,5 seconds before me.. I want someone who can cheer me up.."

“As I think about the past,
the tears will come out.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As I think about the future,
the tears will come out again.”

let me be the one (lyrics)

Somebody told me you were leavin’
I didn’t know
Somebody told me you’re unhappy
But it doesn’t show
Somebody told me that you don’t want me no more
So you’re walkin’ out the door
Nobody told me you’ve been cryin’
Every night
Nobody told me you’d been dyin’
But didn’t want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
So I’m settin’ you free

[Ref:]
Let me be the one to break it up
So you won’t have to make excuses
We don’t need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I’m tellin’ you I love you one last time
And goodbye
Somebody told me you still loved me
Don’t know why
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again

Just turn around and walk away
You don’t have to live like this
But if you love me still then stay
Don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through it apart
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart

-neh"