I tried to fight it.. . but I'd rather give in.. .

through all this hurt.. . 

wondering what could have been..?

when I'd wish I could tiptoe

out of this hiding and pretending.. .

and finally put an end to this endless waiting.. .

See, I've lost my self in this love.. 

 when I've tried walking away.. but I can't.

when I've done everything I could, loving you.

when I've chosen what I want and need.. .
but wondering where this will lead..

I let rivers of tears fall from eyes

cried over everything, the truth and lies

when I wipe away the tears off my face.,

and embrace these feelings I can't erase

I hope to God that one day.,

in true love you'll see and that someday...

finally..,

you'll choose to be with me.. .

-neh."